Wednesday, September 24, 2014

VEGAS... on the way

I am in the car... yes, backseat with my daughter Taylor driving us to my event in Nevada.  It's a GREAT event with the most beautiful passionate women who come. It's so much work but I put my heart into it. I am going on no sleep. I guess you could say this is my normal now. 

As a business owner, wife, and mother I am always trying to juggle and balance my priorities. My family is and will always be my heart, my driving force and the reason behind all that I do. That is why it was vital that I hired more employees to handle the growth in my business. It is always a challenge with me being so hands on and passionate about everything. I know that going on four hours of sleep each night is catching up to me. I am going through such a huge trial right now that is so deeply personal that I cannot and will not share outside my family. Through the many daily tears... I just KEEP GOING. I look for the good even though the storm of the magnitude of a tsunami knocks me down... setbacks... What can I say other than that I feel heartbroken and each day right now is FOCUSED on my family and not letting my heartbreak change me as a person. I have to keep going and as Dr Phil said, "Look where you're going, NOT where you've been." What I ultimately want is a a life surrounded by my family, true friends and doing what I love MOST. I just am so super sad that in KEEPING GOING I have to FACE some tough issues alone. My husband is beyond worried, sad and just feels helpless. So I go on... I go on... just being grateful that no matter what I have the HOPE and FAITH that I will have Ty back healthy again and I won't be alone as I face this journey.

I have learned that LIFE can change in moment. A new normal can and does happen. I never in a million years thought my husband would be homebound, in bed almost all day, getting transfusions twice a day and dealing with not only cancer but a severe reaction to the drugs they gave him to save him life. Right now, we are dealing with the fact that the anti rejection drugs are not working. I haven't wanted to post this but RIGHT now... he is BATTLING like nothing else. He can only keep his spirits high and keep doing whatever the specialists recommend. He is so prone to an infection that he is literally 1,000% away from all people other then me and the boys. No one else is even coming into our house. My friend came to visit me and she stayed with my children. We can't take any risks. Through it all Tyler has NEVER once complained to me. 

Ty is my cheerleader and only praises me and thanks me daily for working so hard to provide for our family, run our errands, do all the grocery shopping, etc. and remember to "endure it well."  


This is exactly how I feel about my husband... he is my world. It is by Taio Cruz. 

The song is Telling the WORLD... 
about the LOVE that I live for and the one who deserves it, 
it is because of you TYLER that I get going... EVERY part of my heart... I love you best friend!!!!!! 

He's the ONE... He's the ONE... because of Tyler I keep going with faith, love and gratitude for my husband and family.

*so did not expect to post any of this today. Just followed my heart and let the words flow.


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At June 25, 2017 at 8:03 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

I want to testify of what a spell caster did for me and my hubby.we have been married since 2007 without a sign of pregnancy.I went off birth control then and did not have a period.my gyro gave me progesterone to jump-start a period and it did.,but i did not have another one.we did another round of progesterone followed by 100mg clomid for 5 months,we followed all doctors instructions but all to no avail.I have been buying ovulation kits pregnancy test AND i finally got 3 test when i was ovulating! So ever since that we been trying for years now! Well i was very confused because i keep taking ept test AND they all keep turning out to be negative! I really want a baby girl while my hubby want a baby boy LOLL! I think maybe we are just trying So hard, What i can tell you is that its been so many years now and i still yet do not have my period??nobody to help because every body around us was already at the verge of losing their faith on us.no were to run to until one faithful day i was reading a magazine and i stumble on a page were i found topic or a head line {A SPELL CASTER} who can heal someone from HIV AND AIDS,bring back your EX,enlarge your BREAST,help you win a VISA LOTTERY,losing your WEIGHT and even get six PACKS AND flatten your BELLY,I gave her a try and before i could know it, ANA SARAH rescued me from my problem by casting a spell for me and told me to go and make love with my hubby,then i did,and after nine months i delivered a twins A BOY AND A GIRL. after all this , i said to my self that i wont just testify only to her, but to let the whole world see and hear of her.This spell caster name is ANA SARAH. so many people have witness her wonderful work..She is nice, contact her on:highpriestess4spell@gmail.com or www.anasarahspiritualhome.yolasite.com/ if you are in any predicament email her immediately without doubts•Thanks so very much!!


 
At July 3, 2017 at 12:28 AM , Blogger Felisha Smith said...

Hey guys I'm sorry about this but i have to do this to express how i feel right now. My husband seek for divorce with no reasons for almost 4 years and i tried all i could to have him back cos i really love him so much but all my effort didn't work out, we met at our early age in college and we both have feelings for each other and we got married happily for 5 years with no kid and he woke up one morning and he told me he’s going on a divorce, i thought it was a joke and when he came back from work he tender to me a divorce letter and he packed all his belonging from my house and left. i was devastated and i tried all i could to have him back but all did not work. I was lonely for almost 4 years, So i contacted a man who says he is a spell caster and i told the spell caster what happened he said he will help me and he asked for his full name and his picture. I gave him that. At first i was skeptical but i gave it a try cos i have tried so many spell casters and there is no solution, so when he finished with the readings, he got back to me that he’s with a woman and that woman is the reason why he left me, The spell caster said he will help me with a spell that will surely bring him back, but i never believe all this he told me i will see a positive result within 3 days. 3 days later, he called me himself and came to me apologizing and he told me he will come back home. I can't believe this, it was like a dream cos i never believe this will work out after trying many spell casters and there is no solution. The spell caster is so powerful and after that he helped me with a pregnancy spell and i got pregnant a month later, we are now happy been together again and with lovely kid. This spell caster has really changed my life and i will forever thankful to him, he has helped many of my friends too with similar problem and they are happy and thankful to him. This man is indeed the most powerful spell caster i have ever experienced in life. Am Posting this to the Forum in case there is anyone who has similar problem and still looking for a way out. you can reach him here: website http://marvelspelltemple.webs.com/ EMAIL: marvelspelltemple@gmail.com or on +2348071660388

 
At August 17, 2017 at 10:10 AM , Blogger Leon Adrian said...

My world was falling apart. My mind, for some reason, wont let go of the memory of My Wife. I had a very big problem with my wife few months ago, that lead to her leaving me. All efforts to get her back proved abortive. one day while going through the internet i saw so many testimony of this great man called Dr.Goodluck and how he helped people with all kinds of problem, his advert was everywhere,. Although I never believed in spell casting, but I had no choice than to give him a try so i contacted Him, I was so desperate to have my wife back with me once again. So I did all he told me to do. He told me that my wife will come back to me in the next 17hours after the spell is completed. I was skeptical. He casted the spell for me and i was so anxious waiting to see or hear from her, it was just 14hours after the spell was done my wife called and said she was coming HOME and she was asking for forgiveness for her ever hurting me before…..It was a dream come through for me!!! that was how my family and relationship was save and our relationship is now stronger than ever.my advice to you out there facing same problem or even worst then mine cry no more and contact this great man called Dr Goodluck He is capable of handling any kind of problem.
Contact him with his Email him at: goodluck05spellcaster@gmail.com
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At October 6, 2017 at 6:41 AM , Blogger Mary2969 Ann said...




Dr. Todd, After a long and painful (physically, mentally and emotionally) relationship and then break-up with my ex he continued to haunt me, continued to stalk me in my quest for a new life… even though he had a new woman to torture. I tried the police, they couldn’t keep him away. I turned to friends for protection and they couldn’t help me. I moved, he found me. I had no way out. You were my last resort to make him see and to be done with me and his cruel ways. The stories I have heard of what have happened to him I will no repeat but some have been horrific. He has since left me alone since he now has his own problems to deal with. I have been able to have a life my life without always looking over my shoulder thanks to you. Thank you for giving me my life back. E-mail: manifestspellcast@gmail.com or manifestspellcast@yahoo.com

 
At October 24, 2017 at 12:11 AM , Blogger Shannon Land said...

I am Shannon Land by name. Greetings to every one that is reading this testimony. I have been rejected by my husband after three(2) years of marriage just because another woman had a spell on him and he left me and the kid to suffer. One day when i was reading through the web, i saw a post on how this spell caster on this email address:drjattolovespelltemple@gmail.com have help a woman to get back her husband and i gave him a reply to his address and he told me that a woman had a spell on my husband and he told me that he will help me and after 2 days that i will have my husband back. i believed him and today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the power to bring lovers back. because i am now happy with my husband. Thanks for Dr. Jatto. his email:drjattolovespelltemple@yahoo.co.uk or his Mobile Number:+27832193146.

 
At November 8, 2017 at 2:50 PM , Blogger Gilberto Roland said...

My husband of six years left me for another girl because I accuse him of seeing another girl and since then i have been trying to get him back but he refuse to come back to me, he was not responding to my call or email and he even unfriend me on face-book and also unfollow me on IG and he told me that he was done with me and my two kids, i got really confused, i was searching on the internet for help and i saw a testimony of how a spell casters help them to get their ex back so i decided to give it a try, but i was even more confused because of many testimonies that i saw, but my mind told me to go with DR EMUA because i did many research on him and i found nothing bad about him, that was how i contacted him and i explain my problems to him and he cast a love spell for me and guarantee me of 7 days that my ex will come back to me and to my greatest surprise the third day a great miracle fell on me and my ex came back to me on the third day and he beg me for forgiveness DR EMUA you are just the best, i will continue to publish his name because he is my Savior, we are now one big happy and united family, If you need his help you can Email him Do not loose hope too soon contact him If you need his help you can Email him @ dremuahelphome@outlook.com or dremuahelphome@gmail.com for easy and fast communication you can also call or add him on whats-app with this number +2347063628174

 
At January 14, 2018 at 4:44 AM , Blogger Lowton Ericson said...

Life has been so miserable after my girlfriend broke up with me 6 months ago. I never thought she could hurt me just like that then i realized how much i loved my girlfriend when she ended our relationship and i had to look for options to make sure i get her back to myself for i wasn't living fine anymore. I was directed to a Spell Doctor known as Lord Doctor Zakuza by my cousin who he claimed he helped him in winning a lottery. I made contact with the Doctor and i was surprised and amazed when my girlfriend came back to me with her knees on the floor pleading to me for forgiveness to take her back as my lover. I thought i was dreaming because all this happened just within 48 hours and it happened as the spell Doctor as said. For that wonderful encounter with this man, i took a decision on my path that i will let the world know about Lord Doctor Zakuza for he's able and capable to solve any problems. Get in touch with him now. Here's his E-mail: Doctorzakuzaspelltemple@yahoo.com

 
At March 25, 2019 at 9:30 PM , Blogger Harrey Bay said...

AM SANDRA FROM CANADA, THANKS TO DR ONIHA WHO HELP ME BRING MY HUSBAND BACK, MY HUSBAND LEFT ME WITH THREE KIDS, FOR ANOTHER YOUNG GIRL, FOR OVER TWO YEARS, I TRIED ALL I COULD TO SETTLED OUR DIFFRENCES, BUT IT YIELDED NO RESULT, I WAS THE ONE TAKING CARE OF THE CHILDREN ALONE, UNTIL ONE DAY, I CAME IN CONTACT WITH SOME ARTICLES ONLINE, CONTAINING HOW DR ONIHA HAS HELP SO MANY LOVERS AND FAMILY REUNION AND REUNIT AGAIN, AND I DECIDED TO CONTACT HIM, AND HE CAST HIS SPELL ON MY HUSBAND, WITHIN FIVE DAYS, MY HUSBAND RAN BACK HOME, AND WAS BEGGING ME AND THE KIDS FOR FORGIVENESS, IN CASE YOU ARE PASSING THROUGH SIMILAR PROBLEMS, AND YOU WANTS TO CONTACT DR ONIHA, YOU CAN REACH HIM VIA HIS CONTACT NUMBER, ON CALL OR WHATSAP +2347089275769 OR EMAIL DRONIHASPELL@YAHOO.COM

 
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