This is best video and reminder of the TRUE GIFT.
Sometimes it really is the SIMPLE everyday reminders. I was given two beautiful tender mercies yesterday. I know that Tyler was helping me and it was beyond doubt that he is helping his family still. I want to be worthy of these blessings and miracles. I want God to help me to be stronger and to endure this well. I want to live each day worthy of the blessings that I have and still get.
Yesterday, my son thought I had left my room. He did not know that I was kneeling by my bedside praying. When I was done, I stood up and I guess I shocked him. I told him that when life if hard that kneeling on your knees in prayer is power for the soul. He said, "wow, mom you need to share that." I will tell you that this is truly the only way I am able to get out of bed every single day. At times in life where you are so sad and discouraged, it's my belief that we are only human. We have to rely on our Heavenly Father who loves us and knows us. We are literally his child. He will ease the burden. I pray to feel the spirit and to be lead to do good.
This is my sons beautiful girlfriend. She has been the biggest blessing to not only Zach, but to our family. She is full of love, values and shines with a light that is perfect for Zach. I loved going and although it was so hard, I know that sitting by my son and watching her was special. I don't want to miss any moments with my son, my family... with life.
I am going to SMILE and just be so THANKFUL
today for the blessings of life and GOD.
I miss Tyler and his strong presence in our family and the great father that he was. I just am
going to follow God in this journey and TRUST
in his will even more.